thereasontosmile

2009-11-01T03:19:00.000-08:00

Moving on.

2009-10-18T06:40:00.000-07:00

Wallahualam.I'm gg off now. bye.

2009-10-16T15:01:00.000-07:00

HI! I can blog now! But I think I'm gonna change my blogger, soon after my trip^^. Speaking of my trip, I can't wait. Cause I attended once before but it was in Singapore. We called i SINDO camp and we got fun people man!!!!! Like Farah, Kiki, Ismail, Kai, Hatadi Faiz and sooo many others. This time, we're going to be with Queenstown & Punggol Secondary. The prospect of making new friends is

2009-09-27T23:40:00.000-07:00

Everybody's changing and I don't feel the same.

2009-09-18T19:46:00.001-07:00

Abang D, Semoga Abg D dapat menjalankan perkhidmatan negara dengan tabah hati. Ifah harap selepas dua tahun ini, Abang D akan membesar menjadi seorang anak yang dapat memikir dengan lebih matang. Di samping itu, seorang manusia yang berjaya mencapai cita-citanya. Saaaaaaaaaayang Abang D. Rindu Abang D. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Abg D’s

911 day.

2009-09-11T12:49:00.000-07:00

the new stickers that sis bought. it has some spanish wordings and we didn't know what it meant. so we agreed that when people asked the meaning of the words, it'll be " i love birds". (roll eyes) well, there's evidence in the sticker about birds...Andreyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, i love irritating him^^.Ashley at the back and Andrey.Firannah and Fauzi Taib during my trip to Pontian.the best

last times....

2009-09-07T06:15:00.000-07:00

AB if you see this, please text Nisa k. You & I need to return Memoirs of Geisha and you need to collect your many many many hmws. We'll probably go your area and pass it to you. Take Care <3.Y'knw, I seriously wonder if all this while he lied and lied to us. I cant just assume he's the same good boy right esp when hes at our young unripen age. wtv the case, I shall guide him. If only this people

2009-09-04T17:45:00.000-07:00

The Board had photo-taking during noon, today. It was very pitiful to see the prefects sweating profusely and struggling hard to make smiles under the hot, heat-piercing sun. But on a brighter note, we got our board photo taken, group photo taken and exco's photo taken. Great Job people!:)So, today marks the end school days for term 3. I think the last day is quite different from other last days

2009-08-28T07:13:00.000-07:00

He speaks like he has got a control of his life and that he is finally settling down. I hope its not on the surface though…. AGH. I feel like clamouring for attention on weekends. AQMAL where’s my videos?????? HAM, when are you calling me? Qam, when are you free? KakMyra,you promised me books!!!!!Shacks. I was reminded on a camp that I attended last year during November-December holidays. It was

We should give it a rest.

2009-08-21T22:55:00.000-07:00

The process of purification.One Extraordinary Night on Ramadhan for those who devotes himself well. "The night of Al-Qadr is better than a thousand months."Abstain: "And they distance themselves away from entertainment that lulls them" Let us be a better human. We never know whether this is our last time for Ramadhan. Seize it.

2009-08-14T22:28:00.000-07:00

WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SO NAIVE?

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY, BOYFRIEND.

2009-08-08T13:51:00.000-07:00

PAIN PAIN. WHATS WRONG WITH ME? IT'S SO PAINFUL.OMG. OWWWW. PAIN.

2009-08-05T12:05:00.000-07:00

Niat aku untuk menulis secara formal dibatalkan kerana terasa sedih yang teramat. Apa yang harus aku lakukan buat masa ini?Fikiranku bercelaru. Mungkin aku sendiri yang berfikiran negatif walaupun keadaan adalah sebaliknya? Entahlah, aku sendiri tidak tahu ke arah yang harus aku tujui. Aku berserah kepadamu, Ya Allah. Setiap titisan air mata yang mengalir keluar dari kelopak mataku dirasakan

2009-08-03T10:14:00.000-07:00

I met my classmate just now. I was so engrossed to tell her everything that had happened in my life recently. I guess I forgot to think. Thanks Nisa, Ridzwan, Amanina for compiling my work. A special thanks to Nisa for writing the hmw summary and rewriting the geo notes. Honestly, I felt really speechless and overwhelmed by your deeds. I don't know what to say and do. Thanks a lot, even galleons

2009-08-01T15:16:00.000-07:00

I guess I made a mistake there. I am sorry I wasn't a good one for you. But yeah, you were great, Min..V,Yesyes, I'll let you get away with the thought that I wanted to come school cause of you! Let me tell you something. This 5+5 days mc is a wonderful break. I know you know what's on my mind?(Remmbr phy lesson, last thursday?) I guess I really need to make full use of the break to make myself

2009-07-31T17:55:00.000-07:00

Now, my young brother got infected by me and my sisters don't feel good. I hope whatever the virus that got trapped in my place will find its way out through the window soon or most probably be killed in my adik's body before it infects someone else.Alhamdulilah I am recuperating but Dad's to the clinic again today. He's still not feeling well after like 6-8 days of being in discomfort? Well

ALLAHUAKHBAR

2009-07-21T17:56:00.000-07:00

The great power of you to control the world and everything around you. Every single life on earth, every tiny things around, not forgetting the space are all yours. The beauty of nature, the wealth of the humans. You bring challenges to your creations. Teaching them to learn their lessons. “Kun Fayakun”, YOU control everything. GOD is great. ISRAK&MIKRAJ,Eclipse.

2009-07-17T17:30:00.000-07:00

Why do problems keep coming towards me one after another? Like stones being thrown in my direction, except that the pain is worse. i love you.

MY BOYFRIEND

2009-07-10T21:40:00.000-07:00

Classes are more interesting this week, especially Malay lessons. We've got Mdm Mas talking about her experiences invigilating a school for Malay "O" level oral. So funny. hahhahaa, let me tell you what I remembered, translated from Malay.(try reading it, at a slow pace for the student; cause he/she did just that)Mdm Mas: What are the things that makes you feel angry?Student: I will be angry when

WHO?

2009-07-07T19:04:00.000-07:00

too much sleep? lack of sleep? haiyo. whatever it is, it gets very irritating, especially when it was the first day of school for the week. anwy, nothing really happened except that we've got a biology trainee teacher whose voice, claimed a friend of mine, is squeaky. hahahahah! Nevermind, a few weeks only. We give her time. She seems like a person with far-vision, though. Go Ms L. Oh, bio was

2009-07-06T14:04:00.000-07:00

It's funny to know that whenever you try very hard to understand him, he seems ignorant to you. So, last week Ive been trying to get back up after one month of enjoyment.( i was expecting two weeks to regain my balance) Get my brain cracking once more, this time to improve on last semester's flaws. Why does it seem like a poem? hahaha Oh well. Anyway, i did manage to stand back,(took only one

2009-07-04T20:07:00.000-07:00

So tough!!!!

2009-06-26T12:37:00.000-07:00

I've been living with a shadow overheadI've been sleeping with a cloud above my bedI've been lonely for so longTrapped in the past, I just can't seem to move onI've been hiding all my hopes and dreams awayJust in case I ever need em again somedayI've been setting aside timeTo clear a little space in the corners of my mindAll I want to do is find a way back into loveI can't make it through without

2009-06-17T16:12:00.000-07:00

I will come back soon. I promise you.in the mean time, don't forget to just say hello or something in my tagboard.I will find a way to reply.byebye.and btw, KOTA TINGGI was so fun!miss you Aqmal.

love story.

2009-06-12T18:07:00.000-07:00

Sejak kebelakangan ini, ada sesuatu yang mengacau fikiran saya. Topik yang hangat atau sering kali menjadi tumpuan orang ramai. Topik tentang hubungan diantara adam dan hawa pada masa ini. Saya ingin berkongsi pandangan saya terhadap perkara ini. Saya tidak terkeluar daripada golongan remaja yang pernah mempunyai teman istimewa. Namun, setelah meluangkan masa berfikir, akhirnya saya membuat

Contradicting, eh?

2009-06-10T17:17:00.000-07:00

THE ONE, THAT GOT IN THE PAPERS!Called-up cousin 2 days ago, yet was answered by the voice mail box.3 free tickets for the Heart Beat Concertcollecting donations, selling bears near KAP was fun, tiring, & e Ang Mohs were soo generous.Paka group meeting on the 25th at my crib.AWWWWWWESOME dream last evening. *melts*. Secondary One story... Late for Biology meet-up today. pffffffffffft. i love the

2009-06-08T17:35:00.000-07:00

I was the one, eh?the one that kept you waiting, kept you thinking. going for a run.

NURATIFAH BTE AHMAD

2009-06-05T00:08:00.000-07:00

PAKA RIVER CAMP REFLECTION 30th May 2009 to 3rd June 2009 Day One Facts: The journey to the campsite was time-consuming however I think it was worth it as the memories we had was invaluable. I managed to sleep at least half of the journey. I know, I need a lot of rest before the activities roll in. Upon reaching the campsite, we had our dinner for the first time in the campsite (for the most of

HELLO

2009-06-04T22:47:00.000-07:00

I AM BACK.BUT I SHALL POST AGAIN SOON! BYEBYEBYE

2009-05-29T22:29:00.000-07:00

I'll leave the Singapore Boundaries tomorrow. Catch me soon.

i can be your hero baby.

2009-05-25T16:20:00.000-07:00

would you dance, if I asked you to dance?would you run and never lookk back?would you cry if you saw me crying?would you save my soul tonight?

YOU BECAME MY HEROINE

2009-05-25T16:16:00.000-07:00

Night Cycling was such an interesting experience. I now realised how cycling at night is more fun, and at the same time not dark as what I anticipated it would be. I had some problems with my bicycle, and the Facilitator helped me out with that. Still, I know there was still some problem with my E30. But oh, nevermind... Tiring yet satisfying. ^^ and it was scary watching the boys just letting go

yesterday, i didn't know.

2009-05-21T19:08:00.000-07:00

Some of the results are out. I guess, this is the beginning of everything, that will happen after this. This will potray how much one have put in the effort to achieve the desired grades. Today, I have witness a couple of incidents, that have taught me how effort is worth putting in, to succeed. I witness people shedding tears over the results of the subjects. I have witness how one is filled

me, myself & i

2009-05-20T14:15:00.000-07:00

How would it be like if I touch the sky?Will I be the best?Will I be known?How would it be like if he was mine?Will the cows fly?Will the pigs cry?I wish things goes as planned,I wish I am able to blend.How long will I wait?Until the end of life?Should I really wait;If it's wasting my time?

All in the MidYears work.

2009-05-19T04:38:00.000-07:00

I was away from the net for quite a while and I didn't get a chance to share w you my Mid-Year Experiences. So.... I had my Social Studies paper last week. It was going on well, until I realised it was 15 minutes to end of the time. Putting in mind one SEQ question, i sped up my last few sentences before doing the SEQ. OhMyGod I tell you! I managed to finish the work, yet I skipped a few details

2009-05-13T14:22:00.000-07:00

Kau adalah hidupku, lengkapi diriku.

Innalilahiwainailahirajiun.

2009-05-10T21:23:00.000-07:00

The One and Only. In loving memory of Endhi Prabowo of Cakra Buana Senior High School16th December 1992-10th May 2009The news of you came to me in the morning. I was devastated, heartbroken to look at the message that a friend sent to me. Everything that had happened while we were in Indonesia and while you were in Singapore came rushing back to me. Your voice seems to be lingering in my eardrums

Pratice for Malay!

2009-05-08T21:15:00.000-07:00

Pengunaan kekata 'khinzir' daripada 'babi' untuk bahasa Melayu. Tempoh hari, saya telah membaca sebuah artikel di BERITA HARIAN tentang perkataan sopan yang harus digunakan untuk 'SWINE FLU'. Penulis telah mengemukakan beberapa ciri-ciri yang patut diambil sebelum menentukan pengunaan kekata khinzir ataupun babi. Saya setuju dengan pendapat penulis untuk menggunakan perkataan babi untuk "Swine

As it said,

2009-05-02T16:44:00.000-07:00

I'm with you, good-O friend!& don't worry, this time we ain't gonna drift away yet, neither are we getting any closer.

Sore throat

2009-05-01T21:02:00.000-07:00

Kevin text me, in the morning. He said that the article publishes today. I was so excited so, I went online to see it. However, I checked, yet not even a single thing about the article appeared.:(Maybe its not in the net. Maybe its only on the papers.nvm. I shall wait for him to text me again. KakMyra sprained her ankle during soccer training yesterday, so i took the chance to unleash my '

2009-04-30T20:59:00.000-07:00

Mungkin inilah akibatnya seseorang yang malas untuk berusaha. Beberapa hari lagi, peperiksaan pertengahan tahun akan bermula. Namun, aku tidak berasa begitu yakin akan diriku ini. Aku tidak boleh menyalahkan aktiviti-aktiviti di sekolah sebagai sebab aku tidak belajar. Sebaliknya, aku patut berterima-kasih kerana akitiviti inilah yang memanfaatkan diriku ini. Sebenarnya, aku seharusnya

Kenangan Yang terindah dalam hidupku.

2009-04-24T22:37:00.000-07:00

& there goes a Friday.

2009-04-17T21:36:00.000-07:00

Kayfa Haaluk?

Sandaran Hati

2009-04-10T08:27:00.001-07:00

reminiscing the older days, that still make butterflies in my stomach. What did you do to me,dear one?

The road to success,

2009-04-09T04:58:00.001-07:00

I have been spending some time pondering about what to do with every task assigned. Continue doing, with complacency. Just let go of it. Do it no matter how bias the time is. I have been repeatedly, consciously persuading myself to not give up and take the line,” This is your role/duty.” as a guidance. Some matters, I succeed, others I did badly. Well, this is life after all, you may not get

2009-04-04T22:44:00.000-07:00

Love ya Muhan. Later.

TAK KENAL, MAKA TAK CINTA. BETULKAH?

2009-03-28T23:39:00.001-07:00

Nelson Rolihlahla Mandela. Helen Keller Martin Luther King Florence Nightingale SSSSSSOOOOOOOOOO many choices, zomg! Work, Work, Work, yet more Work. Esok, mulanya sebuah cerita, cerita tentang si DIA.

Suau perubahan/A change

2009-03-28T15:47:00.000-07:00

Tadi, aku dengar perbualan diantara mak dan kakak aku pasal kawan kakak aku. Alamak. aku dengar! sakit hati, nyilu telinga. Kakak aku ceritakan, kawan die, Norhan kene tebuk kat tempat pernafasan. Dia masuk koma sebab terlanggar dengan lori dekat boon lay. Buah pinggang dier rosak, jantung dier 40 je! Sedih kan dengar? Janganlah racing dengan motor! Aku tak berani naik motor sebab takut jatuh!

& it tells all,

2009-03-22T16:38:00.000-07:00

I tried to hold back my tears just now as you entered the gate but problem was there was NO tears to contain! i guess i was still feeling you were there and all so it wasnt really saaad YET. yeahs but after reading your message, mannnn its really grieving to know you're really there and not here.was bloghopping just then. saw those words that really suited what I used to feel. maybe, it suits

2009-03-20T10:24:00.000-07:00

I am sooo sorry I cant blog now. Coz ive got Wanno telling me that we got Math work. I totally forgot. I totally am panicking now. hahhhaa. fyi, i took 3 hrs to finish 49 sums. OMG!.Lesson learnt.DON'T EVER PROCRASTINATE(!!!) byebyebyebye. & yes, love you Ryn.

2009-03-14T19:44:00.000-07:00

I was expanding my vocabulary when I felt this burning pain coming again. It is familiar and I realised it only took 1 hour for the pain to start when I am studying. oh.my.god. I wonder how I can overcome this. :O!BUT, on the happier note, I got a call from Indonesia. That call was really unexpected cause I didn't think she would remember me. I miss you, Ayu. Semoga Allah memberi kita peluang

2009-03-13T17:06:00.000-07:00

My backbone is giving me problems recently. It has this burning sensation sometimes and i'll be whining to my mom each time it occurs. haha! I have to wait for help to come. Pain is temporary, fah.Congratulations Rockies for winning the 2009 Cross-Country in Juying! :D After so long being underneath of Andes, you made up to the top! Andes, my house got 2nd. I felt sad, really sad. This is the

2009-03-11T20:03:00.000-07:00

It's acting up and it's very painful this time.I really need June to come! I wish its not going to be bad news. not under the knife please! kk. im thinking too much. Cross-country this friday. GO ANDES!

2009-03-07T20:19:00.000-08:00

Im off to Muar tomorrow to relieve my stress and massage and clear my blocked head. :D Can't bearly wait. see ya'll.

2009-03-04T16:51:00.000-08:00

I dislike Wednesday as all the three sciences are being taught on that day. It really drains all my energy and my thinking. Sometimes, even my mood. I still have to persevere and look on the bright side. Wait, what's my bright side? Laughter. the best medication. _______________________________________________________been thinking about it lately. maybe im thinking too much. I shan't waste

2009-03-02T17:07:00.000-08:00

Ive been contemplating this for a while and finally I found that I must take it out.I kept hoping and I am still hoping. I wish to see you, talk to you but each time I see you, I would shy away. In the net, I kept on staring and staring hard for good things to happen; you would pop-up. But, it just never happen, I was always wrong. Discouraged. I wanted to be so supportive but I took a step back

2009-02-27T21:32:00.000-08:00

I reached home on Monday night, the 23rd. I came home bringing lots of memories, love and valuable experiences. I came home knowing that I found friends and teachers which though are far away, yet close at heart. I smelled the fresh air in Singapore with a mind that says, I'll miss Jakarta. I prayed to God, hoping that my beloved teachers and friends in Cakra Buana and also the ones outside CBSHS

2009-02-12T18:40:00.000-08:00

Im off to jakarta from 13-23 feb. be back w loads of pics and loves.

2009-01-29T18:47:00.000-08:00

teach me. guide me. there are times when I did wrong, impulsive moves. there are times when I didn't give my heart to it. It's nonsense to reason it for human errors. Its due to my unwillingness.But I don't know how to avoid it. But I want to prevent it. I know, I understand, I recognise human.Human are fallible. But, I can't and must never make that kind of mistakes anymore. Bimbingilah hambamu,

2009-01-27T12:42:00.000-08:00

Now I realised how deprived I am on rock-climbing. tsk. but i'm still underage for YOG,WNC,DG,M. :( Aku tidak mahu berasa sebegini. Aku mahu bebas dalam perasaan itu. Namun, bagaimana? Apa caranya? Setiap hari, hatiku menderita hanya untuk mengharungi masalah ini. Sakit jiwaku.

2009-01-25T17:02:00.000-08:00

i can't believe you. outrageous. you're disappointing. I thought you were different. yet, you're the same as the rest. so all those things are just you being pretentious? boy, you are heartbreaking. really, to the extreme heartbreaking . but i know the truth yet i still disagree. i want to wake up from the dream because i just cant accept it being reality. i must run away.

2009-01-23T18:50:00.000-08:00

Ya Allah,teach me how to open my mind &look beyond it.

THE WEEK SO FAR

2009-01-23T16:47:00.000-08:00

I've been so engrossed with my facebook and friendster till i forget alomst forgot to blog. Th week have been engaging for me. I managed to understand matrices. Did Chemistry experiment for the first time. Physics classwork nearly suffocate me. Juying is really efficient now. They bought different books for different classes to read/term. Currently, my class is reading The Hundred Senses by Amy

2009-01-17T11:37:00.000-08:00

now i know. now i found out, after such a long long long time. i've learnt not to jump to conclusions without evidence. but finding it don't make me a step closer towards what I want. wait. what do i want? im clueless. half-hearted to do things. indecisive. i feel alright when my mind is occupied blocking it away. but, when nothing prevents it from coming, it hits me so hard that i feel so weak

2009-01-12T21:05:00.000-08:00

atifah, be done and over with it. you just had to fade away from the story.

2009-01-12T20:48:00.000-08:00

dear you,i want to know that i forget you. i want to hope that you will no longer star in my closed eyes. i want to know that i just wish you get out of my sight. i hope you know that whenever i closed my eyes,it's you ive been thinking about. searching for you, is like searching for a blunt needle in all needles. so hard, so tough. unreachable. obstructable. but whenever i shut my eyes, squeeze

2008-12-31T12:34:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year, my love.s.

2008-12-15T21:57:00.000-08:00

The lunch with Shikin, Grace and Joy was interesting. Stomach breaking! hahaahhahahha.ohgosh, i love them man. so fun. the cup game and all. the acapella imitation. really hilarious. hahahhahaaa. thanks for making a good afternoon for me!!! maybe next time, we bring more people and storm the whole kfc with our music, yo!

2008-12-10T14:37:00.000-08:00

Dear Diary, I feel happy today. Ever had a feeling like you've finaly accomplished something? Damn right! That's the one. I just got my room's phone line fixed, my house phone line fixed, my internet connection fixed. For that, I got to see my boyfriendsssssssss. I know, how can I ever be so thick skin? muahahaahahahah!oh damn, im scratching my leg hard! like as if there's

2008-11-27T22:11:00.000-08:00

something happened to the heart, you'll never know.see! ive been influenced with hindi language till i even memorise lines of songs after songs. but i think i shouldn't be blamed. the stories are all heart warming, hertbreaking,heartmelting,heartsoothing. whatever hearts there exist. i bet girls like me, will love it, cause i love it. heheheheheehheehehehehaww. its sky camp treat tomorrow at

2008-11-25T15:08:00.000-08:00

I crave for more trips with my cousins. Bowling or even group study or even picnic or even chalet. I yearn for it. where did those enthusiasm came from?? the love of them all. <3oh, the bermuda triangle really made my head spin. Extraterrestrial beings? Methane Gas? ohwell, only god knows the reason but then again, my condolences to the missing's fam. :( Ubi Road(!!!) that important book!! $10!!!

2008-11-25T13:21:00.000-08:00

ohhhh. life cant get any better than this! !!!!! i love everybody. :D

2008-11-09T21:12:00.000-08:00

man, don't you think this bus is cool? hehe.

2008-11-07T14:32:00.000-08:00

so, next year pure sciences & geography/ss. really glad that i didn't get history/ss. i don't know. should I be excited? But, i'll miss Maverick, Aini, Fatin,GengJing and lots more who moved to e2 or the other classes. still glad thou theres amanyna going up & Mu Han. :D had a friend who made my heart sink just now. she cried for not being in e1. don't worry.we won't forget you. but, i hope

2008-11-06T15:02:00.000-08:00

wrong move.

2008-11-04T18:23:00.000-08:00

ive been late for 2 times already man! and had to take taxi for 2 times also.*#%^&! first is the paka meeting which I arrived 40 minutes after it began. second is the indon. meeting, which I woke up at 9.45 ( supposed to start at 10) and rushed. thanks god, the meeting didn't start yet.but still... I feel really wroooonnnng about it man. ohwell, but what made me feel better was that, there were a

2008-11-03T16:56:00.000-08:00

hey..I've finally settled down. Sorry for such late entry. Where should I start? There's lots of things to talk about. Let's sum it all up ya. Netball Umpiring test, I didn't get to continue to stage one. which means I got to take another test to become a Trainee-Umpire-To-Be. Overall results, I'm one of the top 5 in class and standards. Thanks God. Paka Expedition. I love it! hehe. The rest of

2008-09-10T14:49:00.000-07:00

Does it work that way now? Im so stupid.

2008-09-08T14:07:00.000-07:00

Finally... Ive got a chance to blog. Im away for a month or so. Been busy and still going to be. :)I love my mama.

2008-08-13T01:17:00.000-07:00

Youre just like a star in my eyes. Just like oil in my hands...Man, science tomorrow.common test is extremely fast. english just now was(insertownword).I can say it is alright. I experienced cold sweats in the beginning of the test.I was scared I'd fail or the paper was hard whatever... soooo 4 free periods,good indeed.class was noisy, but i'd enjoy it.they're funny/cute. had this throat

2008-08-11T19:09:00.000-07:00

Tao Li is great eventhough she didnt come out as one of the winners.This year Olympics caught my attention rather than the previous one at Athens back then.Common Test are like tomorrow and Im here wasting time, as if theres more to waste.Math and History tmr. I am almost done revising/recapping.Thats why I took time off to go online.Waiting for Bagus to go online as we text each other yesterday

2008-08-07T18:30:00.000-07:00

If someone said three years from now, you’ll be long gone, I’ll stand up and punch them up, cause they are all wrong. They create suspicion. Yes, they can be trusted. Indeed, it’s right. However, just when you thought you had known them enough, they betray you. You protect their name and this is what you got.Saddening, heartbreaking but this is life, indeed.Screaming,Tearing

2008-08-01T16:02:00.000-07:00

Happy August.I have lost touched to blogging world for ___ days/weeks. Im having trouble typing/writing due to a bad bad fall that caused my right arm to be injured. Smsed Qanissa yester night. Missing her and everyone else. I shall study hard to go to Indons next year. Its been a long week for me. Absorbing things slowly, handling things slowly. It aint productive unlike last time. The mood's

2008-07-08T20:22:00.000-07:00

today, i learnt something about friendship. tsk.i really need people to talk to manz. im suffering from a chronic illness called, time management.kk. ignore whtever i said. anyways, i participated in the Malay Bulan Bahasa.( jumps up & down frantically.) however, i have absolute no clue on what it is all about. cool kan?bullshit.&& guess who I saw today? Jeng Jeng Jeng... Mr Goh. yay?

2008-07-07T15:57:00.000-07:00

If you love somebody, let them go.For if they return, they were always yours.And if they dont, they never were.ever heard of it? bbut, im not in love thou just found it nice. ;Dguess what? ive got a new word for 'em, materialistic.ive been stuck here for 12345 hrs. ive got work to do now.school's tomorrow aye? cant wait.

2008-07-05T17:57:00.000-07:00

so many holes, yet so little time to fill it,yeah.

2008-07-04T21:23:00.000-07:00

had fun haven't you? i don't know why, but I am not going to bother thinking about it. I am finally back from a long week of school. I wish to talk more on the week.This week gave me an impression about myself and everyone else. I am not talking a day or two in that week, but all of the days. Like every normal week, things happens differently. This week, was far more different that what I used

2008-06-29T20:52:00.000-07:00

I love the Drama. Very interesting and funny. Didnt regret going there.Plus, there were many guys. Quite surprise as its a Girls school, but then, RG do make contacts w RI. Spot the guy I thot I know, Alimi from RI. hes still the same though. hahaha!Sheila was great so was Aida. Muneerah's pretty. hahah.k whatev.anyways, my sister was quite popular? haha. ;D

2008-06-28T16:08:00.000-07:00

Thanks to them, I found out about their true behaviour. I say, I am quiet distracted by it. It really made me so, disgusted? haha.anyways, big sis working at prudential now. glad to knw. it has big advantages thou. ;Dmum's not working for today, spends her time cleaning the storeroom. and I have to help her.but then im glad i could lessen her burden. hahaw.im like ask to go to this malay drama at

2008-06-25T20:44:00.000-07:00

today evening, I felt disheartened/discouraged/unmotivated whatever. I shall not reveal any private things here. only a little about this and that. first and foremost, i would like to highlight, the good usage of face-to-face talk/ straight forward. By using this method of talking to someone who you don't really like in one or another way, it is a good way to communicate between both parties. It

2008-06-19T16:44:00.000-07:00

letmesayafewwordsbeforeistudy.my heart sets its foot on someone but, my mind took it away from him.good or what? hah.anyways, had chalet during the weekends w cousins at JB.it was VERY fun! . esp during the BBQ and the swimming and the sleep together and the gym-ing and the taking care of younger brothers and sisters. ;Di love them. verymuch.see you guys on the next meet-up.

2008-06-11T18:27:00.000-07:00

funny huh. how things change very fast.anyways, i had a pretty scray dream about skeletons, Banshee. Quite scary.gave netball and prefect meeting a miss yesterday. I was damn lethargic. slept the whole time.really.had weird dreams this few days. today. dreamt about the malay guy. dammit. i hate it.whatev.imma go and do work now. so later.

2008-06-07T19:27:00.000-07:00

damn.i just cant find him anywhere, can i?looked around, but its just different person. why.i really miss him.its not fair. i badly want to see him. if its only his bumping into him, its more than enough.i miss you, very much.i cant stand it.

2008-06-07T18:55:00.000-07:00

nah-uh! i havent been drinking plain water. hahahaw! random.anyways,been doing history self-directed project since two hours back.I did it in a slow pace. so there's not much work done there in the powerpoint.ive been trying my best to keep up w the homeworks. but i seem to be in a compromising position. in which i did not even achieve anything at all, at the end of the day. a

2008-06-04T22:43:00.000-07:00

let me start of w two words.just smile. :Dk, whatev.----vivian off at 9.15. she called at 6.15 am and talked for 15 mins.have fun @ SanFrancisco & LA k.I was viewing an ex primary schoolmate of me and my sister friendster just now andI realised that he was already far ahead. Now in Hwa Chong Institute his last year, he has this 6 months of learning in Beijing. soo cool right? I remember him as a

2008-06-01T17:47:00.000-07:00

I had a good sleep just now. After two exhausting days of kayaking, I really need a good rest.But, dont misunderstand me. I have been reading books to send me off to sleep. Making the day, a little more productive aye? Anyway, my arms aches so much. Due to the frequent paddling during kayaking and evenmore, I am like treating my hand like a piece of fragile glass. So careful and loving. xD . I

2008-05-24T13:23:00.000-07:00

Just got back from the 3d2night camp. I really love it.thanks so much for the fun, Kelvin, Joy, Jam, WenJin,Kinon,Keng,Jackie,Shawn,Shan,Exong, Zhe Teng,Jeremy and the rest of the Facs, you guys are the best and funny too. Will miss all of you guys very much. The Camp "nite" was fun and i felt good and bad at both times. love all of you all.SOmehow, i'll find a way to fit all the exciting things

2008-05-15T21:15:00.000-07:00

This goes out to all my graduating prefects.Time flies past, and now its time for you to go. It seems really fast, like the blink of an eye. You have to go now, leaving behind all of us. But don't leave behind those memories we had, no matter how tiny it is. Bring it along with you wherever you go.I will miss all the fun we had. Its a waste that we didnt get to spend time together as a board, but

2008-05-14T20:50:00.000-07:00

Things have been quite screwed up for me. Many things are tumbling down towards me. Resulting w tears and more tears being 'spent' at it.I don't know how to express myself now. Should I just cry or be glad?I just thought it was too early for me. I know I sound stupid to be upset about this, but I had to.Im afraid of the journey that I will go through. I mean, how will I do?From what I saw, they

2008-05-13T20:44:00.000-07:00

Do you know how it feels like when, one moment, you were a normal person in a normal position, and the next thing you know, you become some high ranking person that you didnt think you ever will become. I mean, have you ever felt that way before? Don't ask me why I asked this because, I don't want to know, that ive ask it. Anyways, I miss blogging and Im like really free now except for some