dear you,

i want to know that i forget you. i want to hope that you will no longer star in my closed eyes. i want to know that i just wish you get out of my sight. i hope you know that whenever i closed my eyes,it's you ive been thinking about. searching for you, is like searching for a blunt needle in all needles. so hard, so tough. unreachable. obstructable. 

but whenever i shut my eyes, squeeze you out of my mind, you get closer to me. and whenever i miss you and try to imagine you, your features are indistinctive.why should i do? who should i cling onto? i cant keep my mouth shut getting to understand you, to keep updated of your whereabouts. im insane aren't i? and yet, all i did was to think about you.

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