i can no longer tolerate this rumours, behaviors whatever.
it seems so disappointing, hearbreaking, saddening, maddening to hear people talking about it any longer. i should have known better than to do this things
i should have known better who to looked up upon and who to not.
everyday, my mind will say, " you ", but it turned out to be the opposite of the whole thing. i should have looked upon them and not you. I thot you were the trustworthy one. but why? why does things have to turn out this way just when you want them not to? it feels like i've been cheated, my heart has this feeling of shattering into a million pieces. why man? why? why now when im starting to have a very strong feeling towards you? feeling that only special people can receive.
it seems indefinite. i dunnoe what to do now. its like im stuck in the middle, figuring out, where to go, where to turn to. neither here nor there...
where should i do now? what should i so?
i thot you were great, nice, interesting.
but i thot wrong. for now im going to held my head up high, cause i know, whatever they do, it no,onger affects my feelings.
Stupid and Disappointing.
goodbye people. (:
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