At last a looong looong time not posting and not being able to be online, i finally have my sis laptop to me. Just before she comes home. My desktop is being USED!
as usual by my brothers. GamesGames&Games! okayyy. i admit that i dont play games.
and im kinda jealous! =X
ooohh yeah! (:
The 2nd Day of the fasting month..
I shall conclude that today and yesterday was quiet empty as i vaguely remember doing anything that is fun after school.
I was being a good girl like i was last time when i went home straightaway after school to study.
& currently, im doing the same thing. Just like last time!
Hardy HarHar!
School today was quiet baddddd!
Im getting affected by what people are doing. yeah.
their behaviour towards ______.
bbut, nevermind about that yeah. ;D
well, actually i cant stop thinking about it.
I mean, i just couldnt bring myself to just like brush it off.
everytime i told myself to not think about it, another one comes.
over and over again.
okok. enough.
EXAMS
2 weeks and a few days left!
I study, okay?
Well, only in class.=X
When, i reached home, i make myself relax. and my i dont feel like studying .
Bbut, s'okay. I SHALL and WILL study somehow.
EOY! It's like OHMYGODOHMYGOD!
2 weeks or soo! It's coming! & hear you are not studying?
hhaha. yeah. i know that. But, lazyyyy. I'll do it somehow.
((:
Later i guess.
Tralalala~!
Sec 1 year is going to end. && before we know it, im already in sec 2!
wooooaaaahh!hahah! okok.
let's not talk anymore.
been hours waiting for L to msged back.
)):
nahmind. guess i just have to _____.
what happens now?
i was trying to start a conversation.
Bbut, u weren't even seemed interested! .
whats with you muhammad farhan?
I love you, you know that?
I think i was being a ignorant girl.
im sorry, okay?
it's just that sometimes, i think that i dont deserve you.
im not being DRAMAMAMA here, but then, to think about it again, its quite true.
Often, we'll be in a bad mood, Just BECAUSE i am in a bad mood.
i donot wana make your mood down just because of me.
i want YOU to be happy! It's just seemed you are no longer interested in talking to me.
i mean, when im just beside you, you talked to me but if there is your friend, you only talk to me smetimes,
Im not trying to be selfish or whatever. okok. nevermind.
maybe, i wasnt talking to you in thefirst place and then you become bored and coincidentally, your friend was there.
it's okay then!
U! I sayangkan u! I cintakan u!
Im sorry if i ever make you in a bad mood! I don't want it to happen either!
But please ! Reply me back!